💕 A personally run Paul Landers fansite: research, translations, trivia, quotes, photo guides, guitars, oldweb archaeology, fan essays, analysis, and a lot of lovingly organized nonsense.

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My merch collection

Fanblog

A cute post about merch, magazines, collecting, and the small personal archive (read: clutter) forming in my own home.

Radio Goethe, January 2008

Interview

A translated, very long radio interview. Topics such as: DDR, industry faux paux, early R+, and tastes in music.

Bootlegs, tumblr, and women

Research

How scarce concert footage helped shape old Rammstein fan culture and impacted women's spaces.

Forever Fifteen

Fanblog

Fandom embarrassment, mutuality, female desire, and how I refuse to erase my womanhood in a male-centric fandom.